Heyy ppl , [:
Woke up early this morning yeah .
Another day past and today i must live happily , [:
Erm woke up at 10.30 today .
Have my breakfast and on9 awhile .
Ltr going to workwork yeah , [:
Work can let me think lesser . Dont need so 'fan' .
Erm did i improve? Let me thinkthink ...
Abit bahh , i think? o.o
Hope can improve more .
Ytd i dream abt him . I dreamed that we patch liao leh .
Then we very happy go out tgt and stuffs .
Wakeup then knw its all a dream .
Sometimes i really hope to live in the dream , dont wakeup forever .
Silly thinking of me ._.
Just now me eating breakfast derhhx time , was thinking abt something ...
I was thinking that did he rename my contact?
Or did he alrdy deleted my contact?
Did he throw away the bearbear i gave him?
Can he live happily without me?
Haiz elainetan uhh elainetan .. Think so much for what uhh !!!
Dont think liao larhhx ! ._.
Nvm ltr go work jiu dont need think so much liao , [:
I want my phone back larhhx !!!
My laobu hor ask her make keep saying tmr tmr , pekchek !
Nvm .. Lyk that also good .
Erm erm .. Gonna go out soon .
Maybe ltr come back or tmr then post bahh , tatas !
imissyou
xiiaolaine x33
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8:45 PM
Heyy ppl , i back to posting .
Ps yeah this few days very shagg so nvr post .
Very moody and sad sad yeah T.T
Me become single again .
Breakup with him at 2108102235.
It was the saddest day in my whole 2010 life.
When i saw that msg , my heart breaks...
I knw sth must have happen or he think until sth he cai break with me derhhx ._.
I ask the the whole day the next time .
Finally he told me ytd evening .
Yp , i knw u break with me is becuz of my mother or whatever reasons in ur heart.
I'm so sorry .. I'm not a perfect girl for u . U surely can find another better than me derhhx in future..
I knw u tired to change me but i'm just dont give it a damm last time.
But now , even though i had alrdy break with u , i was changing..
I will let u see the new me in future .
I just want to prove to u i can change . I did not expect u to accept me in future , as seeing u happy , its enough.. [:
My face swollen pain pain T.T haiz..
U tell me the reasons of why u break with me .
Idk if i should believe u .. T.T
U say i keep telling u i'm scare .
Yes i'm scare , i'm scare of losing u ..
But u just dont understand T.T
U thought that i scare my mother or what derhhx.
I dont scare her , i just scare i cant be tgt with u .
I knw her character , she will do all sorts of thing to ask me to break with u .
I understand her so well so i'm scare .
If time could rewinds , i will not be scare anymore ..
Cuz i can have ur love , its alrdy a secure to me . [:
I wont blame u for breaking with me , cuz i'm not a good girl .
U is a very good guy , good bf and good husband in future .
But u also must think abt urself.
U say me bad but ur bad points , i nvr say until anyt .
I accpted all ur bad points cuz i really love u alot alot alot..
Idk if u love me or even love me before? ...
After we break , the attitudes u treat me was lyk so bad .
It was so cold ... But i didn't blame u cuz it was all my fault T.T
I miss the old youping .. I really miss him alot alot.. T.T
I want him back to my side .
How i wish we could return to 1 week before ..
Haiz but now i have wake up from my dream , needed to face the reality now T.T
1408101438 this relationship is over ...
I cry for so long do u knw? How my heart hurts do u knw? T.T
It was undescribable T.T
Nvm , it was all my fault ..
I need to tks all my frenz for cheering me up , tks yeah [:
ilovedie you all [:
From now on , i will put 1408101438 this relationship down ..
I will forget u .. I will put u down .
I knw that me lyk that do , it will make u feel happy , will make u feel better . [:
All i want to see u is , u must be happy , must be xing fu , [:
Just let me take all the pain by myself bahh [:
From now on , 2408102122 , me will put lim youping down , ._.
Hope u can live happily in future [:
I wish u all the best , ._.
Ni yao xing fu orh x33
woaini , lyp [:
xiiaolainex33
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6:00 AM
Heyy ppl ! [: Me back to posting yeah ? lol
Quite long nvr post liao [:
Erm erm.. Dont knw where to start siol , LOL !
2 days ago got YOG performance .
The torch come to our school .
We sang everyone . Dance step practice very long yeah ? ==
Erm erm , that day very early jiu went to school liao .
Meet jane , kimberly and bryan at mrt inside ..
Went to school tgt . The sky super dark , o.o
Erm erm then..
Today got math common test .
All dont knw how to do luh , heck care .
Then just bath finish then on9 awhile lor .
Sianz sia me..
This few days so shagg -,-
Also dont knw why siol , LOL
Ily darling ttvvvmm ! [:
End post here post another day luh also dont knw what to say [:
Will post soon [:
Elainex33
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3:23 AM