Back to post , [:
I've been very sad and emo emo this few days yeah .
Sry uhh yuki to be worry abt me orh [:
When i see ur fb status , saw u attached to a girl , my heart is lyk break into thousand million pieces ..
Before u have stead , we is lyk every night talking on phone .
This few days is the few days that i've past the most happiest among this year .
This year , i past through alot things . Is lyk i cant be very happy for even 1 day?
But ever since i noe u , my life changed .
I am very happy whenever i sms u talk to u on phone , really very happy . [:
On phone , we can talk abt alot of things . But sometimes , we have nth to talk abt .
Both of us just keep quiet until i fall asleep .
But that doesn't mean i'm not happy? Even if is lyk this , i was still very happy .
Sms ? We can sms very long talk abt alot things , we can talk very long . [:
We went to slack tgt , i tell u alot things that i didn't even told my frenz before .
Idk why i tell u all those? At that time i still dunno if i alrdy fall in love with u?
But slowly slowly , i realised that without u , i cant do anything ..
And i also cant expect , that night was the last time we talk on phone.
After that night , everything changed ...
The next day , when i saw ur fb , i shocked tio and totally stunned infront of my lappy .
I was lyk really stunned . First time lyk that .
At that time , i cant do anything but to accept the fact ...
After that night , i sms u .
U did not reply as fast as before? Did not talk as often as before?
Did not talk on phone anymore? Did not joke with me as before lyk how u did ?
What can i do? I really cant do anything so i accepted the fact ...
1 day by 1 day .. I see how u and ur stead past you 2 derhhx days so happily..
My heart really very very pain , no1 can understand this feeling .
I always tell u last long with ur stead orh last long orh , but inside my heart , it was bleeding ..
What can i do?
Writing this post , i cry when i'm writing .. Tears drop but then why?
Idk also ...
I everytime tell u i will always thiongxim to a guy , see him happy jiu okay lerhhx .
Whatever i tell u , the person i'm saying is u larhhx !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But now , its doesn't matter anymore..
Now ur happiness is my everything .
See u and ur stead happy i jiu happy lerhhx .
U will always be inside my heart .. No matter what .
I alrdy said , i will thiongxim to u means i will be thiongxim to u !
Now , i can sms u , can laugh with u , can share thoughts with u , i am happy enough .
I just can stand a little space inside ur heart wo jiu xing man yi zu lerhhx , seriously [:
No matter what u do , u happy jiu hao lerhhx .
Whatever decision u make , i will always support u , u must rmb that orh [:
Lastly , ni yi ding yao xing fu orh !!!
I love u .. U will always be inside my heart [:
Elainex33
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