Todah chao sad derhhx.
But i still have to pretend to be happy!
I still nid to sent those sms to tell ppl tat i am very happy.
When i break with him liao i still very happy.
Tell him tat i still very happy though i break gans with him.
But truly tat my heart is very pain very very very pain.
Is this all my fault?
Issit?
If it is really my fault i apologise.
SORRY!!!
But now is too late...
Too late to pull back our relationship.
U is the one who wants to break with me.
I am not.
Tell u truly i do not wan to break de.
U is the first diix i have and i most care u.
But u dunno.
U dunno wat i have to help u.
U dunno i want u to care me more.
U dunno i want to chat with u everynite.
U dunno when u tok to her i also jealous.
Everything u dunno.
I very xin ku u know.
I really dunno wat to do anymore unless crying and crying again.
I also dunno wat will happen in future.
Actually i wan keep our relationship last long before we graduate.
But i cannot.
I really must apologise.
I really can't. Its too difficult.
If u were the one who be me wat will u do.
I am curious...
Btw i also dunno.
Wat i am doing is crying and wait for the last 66 days to past.
Past liao i can si xin.
I can do nth unless seeing u go further and further.
There's no me in u again.
I dunno....
Elainex33
Labels: Hate myself...
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