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Elaine'sijie[♥]
26'june is my big day , thirteen currently ! [:
Single /
Choirster of greendale sec and love my cca alot !
My desired is POOHBEAR!!! <3
Hearts true friends and gans .
and hates betrayers and backstabbers .
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[ ]Him <3
[ ]PoohBear (small , medium , big) <3.
[ ]All kinds of poohbear thingy <3 .
[ ]Freedom ! <3
[ ]Promote to sec2 express in 2011
[ ]Personal lappy
[ ]Personal camera
[ ]Iphone 4
[ ]Ipod touch
[ ]Rebond hair ; 3rd time
[ ]Learn guitar
[ ]Run away from home
[ ]PoohBear (small , medium , big) <3.
[ ]All kinds of poohbear thingy <3 .
[ ]Freedom ! <3
[ ]Personal lappy
[ ]Personal camera
[ ]Iphone 4
[ ]Ipod touch
[ ]Learn guitar
[ ]Run away from home
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Kimberly baobeiix Jiaxuan sweetcandy
Luiyun laogong Jacelyn chocolatebaby
Grace painkiller Xiaojie babydarling
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Hahas... ,
Harlos everyone!
Todah writing post earlier cuz later go out then no online lerhhx!
Erm very excited.
Later go eat buffet.
Cuz my mother xin qing hao go bring me and my bro go out eat!
Hahas ...
Erm then all thing settled liao!
Later can go out eat happily.
Then these two days never call ---- then never tok to him lor.
Tmr go school must tok to him alot thing.
Lots of thing to tell him.
Hw still haven do must chiong liao.
Then todah wake up stomach pain.
Pain very long but now better liao.
Currently dunno doing wat but do finsh hw then must go out lerhhx.
But i very lazy dun wan do hw.
Tmr go school hope can get chinese paper lor.
See my result!
Hope can get A*...
Haiz haiz haiz....
Actually dunno whether i make this decision correct anot.
Although i lyk tat do will make him feel better but...
But will i be happy?
Wo zhe yang zhuo hui bu hui rang wo zi ji kai xin ne???
I also dunno....
Actually tmr got a little scare going to school.
Also dunno why?
A little scare facing him.
Dunno wat to do.
Haiz i dunno larhhx. Whether doing the right decision?
Elainex33
Labels: Dunno??????????????
11:11 PM
A normal day!!! ,
Harlos everyone, back to post again liao wor.
Todah quite ok larhhx.
Yesterday head pain until siao.
Then todah 10p.m then wake up.
Wake up still have a little head pain but a little while ok lerhhx!
Then have tution at 12.30p.m!
Tution finish lerhhx then go out to parkway parade!
At there eat steamboat! Quite nice larhhx!
Eat tomyam! So shuang! Spicy and sour! I lyk it!
Then eat lerhhx go giant walk walk with mum!
Buy finish thing then come back home!
Reach home already 8.45p.m liao lor.
Then bath liao online awhile!
Haiz haiz haiz...
Todah he call me at morning!
But i never listen becuz i sleeping!
Then just now call him back he say he call me cuz he want to know how i think liao.
Then i also dunno how to answer him!
I rite wat he also never see derhhx larhhx so everytime i got any problems i will rite post!
Writing post saying out wat i wan to say will make me feel better!
Also dunno why!
Actually say real one larhhx i dunno wan break with him derhhx!
But i just wan him to tell me wat he thinking on his mind.
I already tell him from now on i won't force him derhhx!
I made this decision i already give way liao le still wan me to do wat?
I really dunno....
I just wan him and ---- to be my baobeiix diix onli marhhx.
Lyk tat got wrong marhhx?
I treat them good got wrong marhhx?
I just wan to live everyday happily with them got wrong marhhx?
I also dunno...
If there got one ppl in this world everyday making me happy everyday giving me surprises i will be very happy derhhx!
But i think in the world there is no one!
So maybe i will see his attitude bahh...
Aiya i already decide!
He will be my diix!
And from now onwards i won't forcing him not to say her name again!
I make this decision will make him feel better!
I also think tat it will also making me feel better!
I hope i didn't make the wrong decision!
Elainex33
Labels: Hope i didn't make the wrong decision...
6:14 AM
... ,
Erm todah wanting a rite another post again.
Dunno why?
Just now ask hiim see the post lerhhx.
But he feel lyk ...
Dunno how to say.
Lyk dun care dun care lyk tat.
Lyk if i take him as my baobeiix diix or not lyk he dun care.
I dunno why i feel lyk tat.
Just know had a really heavy headache.
Almost fainted down.
When i open my eyes all black scare me wor.
But luckly no nid go hospital.
Hahas... LoL!
Dunno why i still can laugh.
Haiz can anyone tell me whether what should i do???
I really dunno what he think.
If i know what he think then good liao lor.
But the problem is he wants to tell me anot???
Forgive him also cannot dun forgive him also cannot!
What i should do lerhhx?
I also dunno.
I think he will never see this post becuz he never so often come to my bloqq!
But he dun see also good larhhx...
Haiz i just wan to live everyday happily.
I just wan to live with my baobeiix diix happily.
But why just cannot?
I dunno why also.
I really dunno why i come this school.
Why i must know they all.
Making me so miserable in the end!
Actually he everyday making me so happy i already very happy lerhhx.
Then he todah say he won't say her name again i trust hiim.
But i scare he will break promise again.
But i choose to trust him.
Aiya dunno larhhx.
Forgive or no forgive him is still a question?
Let him be my baobeiix diix or not is also still a question?
I dunno..... Really dunno....
Question marks all the way in my head right now!!!
Elainex33
Labels: ???????????????????????????
6:04 AM
Dunno happy or sad??? ,
Yorhhx writing post again.
Todah actually very happy derhhx but...
Todah i really have a happy day in school with diix and meiix.
Then after school go take neoprints with amelia, jolie, emi and yx.
Take finish lerhhx then he call me.
Becuz at the time i taking my bag wan to go liao.
Then i say later then call him.
Call him lerhhx he say he saw wat i rite in my bloqq.
He ask me whether i really wan break with him.
At tat time u know how i feel?
I at tat time feel tat he care wat i think of him.
I was really very happy at tat time.
Really very happy.
Then at tat time i made a decision.
I decide not to break with him.
He and ---- is foreva my ba0beiix diix.
Very surprise i made a decision lyk tat?
I also dunno why?
Maybe is becuz he moved me bahh...
I love ppl give me surprises!
Aiya dun be too surprise i made a decision lyk tat.
Becuz i think tat he and ---- deserve to be my ba0beiix diix foreva.
Now very happy lerhhx becuz i have finally think hao lerhhx.
I dun nid to headache lerhhx!
My final decision:
I will not break with him and he become my ba0beiix diix together with ----!
Hahas... End post here.
Bueys!!!
Elainex33
Labels: Finally think hao lerhhx....
1:24 AM
lalala ,
Harlos back to post again!
Todah we have chinese exam!
Quite easy larhhx but hope can get A* lor...
Wa if get A* sure happy until siao.
So wish me good luck ok.
Then todah he tell me not to break with him.
Dunno why he know???
Then i also dunno whether should i not break with him anot.
Dunno dunno dunno...
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHH so confused.
Also dunno why?
Haiz very excited le hope next week can quickly come then can know my chinese results.
Hope MCQ can get full marks.
Then compre can get 36+ bahh...
Then tmr last paper.
Is science.
I hate science, i dun lyk.
Hope dun fail lor.
Erm then todah the mr lai at class go embarass me.
Wa so embarass until siao...
Then also dunno whether not to break with him anot.
Very confused....
Arhhhhhhhhhhhh nobody can help me....
Elainex33
Labels: Very confused arh......
12:11 AM
erm... ,
Yorhhx back to post again.
3 days never post lerhhx.
Then alot things happen.
Haiz why must u promise me thing when u cannot do it?
Why just can't u listen to me?
Why????????
I really got the feeling of wanting to break gans with u again.
But i dunno.
I very scare.
Scare tat if u say her name again wat will i do.
I really dunno wat will i do.
I already change alot.
Not to quarrel with u so often again.
But is u the one who irritate me.
I dunno why must u do it?
I really dun wan to break with u.
I really dun wan u to break the promise again.
I really very scare the day will really come.....
Elainex33
Labels: Really very scare the day will come
3:32 AM
erm... ,
Hahas writing post again.
Todah a little sick sick.
Then sleep again.
Todah also tio meh again.
Why must always tio meh by my mother le.
I dunno...
I very unhappy.
Wan someone to cheer me up.
Then todah quarrel with my bro again.
Then online awhile lor.
Then also dunno rite wat so sian.
End post here bahh....
Bueys!
Elainex33
Labels: SIAN...
6:28 AM
Saturday... ,
Yorhhx so late then rite post but nvm larhx.
Todah ok onli lor.
Sick lerh sleeping the whole day.
Then just now do a little bit hw.
Wa lao got alot hw lor.
Chinese four compre then science correction then still have final exam 2...
Do until i siao liao.
Then my mother scolded me again.
Everyday must get scolding wan.
Then very sian dunno do wat.
Just now at msn chat with him awhile.
Then at fone also tok to him awhile.
He bluff me say wan call me de but dun have.
Nvm... I won't angry de. Hahas... L0L
Then maybe end post here bahh tmr then post.
Bueys....
Elainex33
Labels: Such a sian day...
8:17 AM
continue... ,
Sry arh todah very sian so rite one more post.
I really dunno wat is he thinking.
I really am ur dajie marhhx?
I dun feel tat i am u know.
I really dunno why i forgive u?
I really dunno...
Why just can't u understand me.
I already have alot family problems liao.
Why u still nid to make me angry?
I really damn hate myself, hate myself for being so xin luan.
I care my gans also wrong.
I dun care my gans also wrong.
What u wan me to do?
U teach teach me larhhx!
Why does my everyday be so miserable?
I just wan one day to be happy.
One day where i can go out with my gans.
One day tat i can be really happy.
No tears dropping, no unhappy feeling.
Can i really have tat one day?
I dun think so...
What is gans for?
Issit just for playing?
I dun think so lyk tat.
I care for all my gans.
Help them when they are in need.
Console them when thay are sad.
But they look lyk they dun trust me.
I really care for all my gans.
Am i doing the wrong thing?
Does i really need to hate all my gans then u will be happy?
I care u so much but u dunno.
I wanted to help u but u refused.
What u wan me to do?
I really care for u de.
I love all my gans.
They are my everything...
Elainex33
Labels: Gans are my everything
8:32 AM
unhappy.. ,
Back to post again liao.
Todah got alot to say.
After oral lerh then we go compass.
At there eat mac then go timezone.
Play percussion awhile then my mother call me.
She scold me until siao arh.
Now confiscate my hp liao onli mon then can use.
I dunno why my relationship with my family is worsen.
Why just can't they understand me?
More and more problems is coming out now.
Todah oral quite easy.
The teachers are very friendly.
I think can get good marks.
Todah is a unhappy day.
Really very unhappy...
Sobs sobs...
End post here bahh...
Elainex33
Labels: Todah for me is sux...
1:56 AM
What am i to u? ,
Todah really very sad.
Two things...
1st thing dun wan say.
2nd thing is tat what am i to him?
He dun tell me everything.
I just wan to care him, wan to help him.
But he dun understand me.
I really dunno wat to do?
Does he only tell his Baobei jie?
Does he only trust her?
I dunno...
I really very sad.. Really very sad.
Crying all the day.
I really very hate myself. I dun wan to live anymore.
This world is really very cruel.
The people in this world also very cruel.
Everything is cruel.
I hate everybody, i hate myself.
Elainex33
Labels: What am i to u?
2:47 AM
todah so shuang... ,
Y0rhx post again!
Todah quite happy la! Really very happy!
After school le go hua se play!
Play le then revise hw!
Play until my leg so pain!
Swallon whole leg.
Then 5p.m mum come fetch me.
Then go home le!
Come back online awhile.
Nth to do. So sianz...
Later revise oral awhile bahh...
Tmr PSLE chinese oral le! So nervous.
Every 6F pupils must jiayous hor.
No ppl is allowed to fail.
Aiya just jiayous everyone! x33
Elainex33
Labels: Jiayous everyone for oral x33
3:11 AM
Very happy... ,
Back to post!
Todah at class very funny lor.
The boy infront of me so silly.
Go take out his shoe and sock!
Then someone go take and smell...
Wa lao so disgusting lor! Wan vomit!
Then after supp go hua se with amelia, jiojyn, Joelyn and jolie.
We play until very happy!
Then 4.19p.m amelia go home le then me, jiojyn and joelyn go compass.
We buy bubble tea then go home lerh!
Come back bath lerh then online awhile!
Tmr can stay until very late then come back. So gd!
I maybe wan forgive 'him' bahh...
I also dunno why?
But i just wan a long-lasting relationship.
Can he give mii?
I dunno...
If he saw this post and tok to me, maybe i will forgive him!
If he lucky, he will saw this post!
Elainex33
Labels: Can he give me?
3:50 AM
Yoyo ,
Yo todah is another fine day!
Wa todah luckly never late for bus!
Todah wake up at 6.25a.m then quickly change then chiong to bus stop.
Then go 7 meet jiojyn!
Todah change classroom lor.
Tat classroom sux man so small lor!
Hope shawn can qickly recover so can go back our old classroom again!
Todah got sup.
Very sian wan sleep during sup.
After sup my mum come fetch me then we go mac eat.
Eat le come back online awhile.
Hope audition can quickly level up.
Must chiong liao.
Then i think onli lyk tat bahh..
Ah still got Eden didi.
He todah so ke lian. All the girls qi fu ta!
Hahas i also.
But he this minitor quite gd la can qi fu ta.
Tmr is i think is another gd day!
Hope everybody can score well in their PSLE oral this Thurs and Fri.
Jiayous everyone! x33
Elainex33
Labels: Jiayousx33
5:09 AM
Good day! ,
Todah is another gd day!
Wake up le company my mum go eat breakfast!
Eat le come back online awhile!
Then tmr nid go school liao...
More worst tmr still got sup!
Sure very sian one.
It is mrs wong math and science lesson again...
Just change song quite nice to hear!
Then nth to do!
Maybe tonight go out eat dinner with my mum again!
Todah quite ok la but very tired!
Dunno why?
End post here.
Elainex33
Labels: A tired day
11:51 PM
A miserable day for me! ,
Back to post again!
Yesterday happen sth!
Even myself also cannot believe it!
I tok to him in msn and sms!
I thought i have already forget him, but dunno why i do this.
We yesterday tok alot!
But i tell him that will be the last tok!
I really very happy tat i be ur dajie before!
But now we break give both of us time to think...
But i really not happy is tat u wan me to be ur dajie u also scared her angry!
I really dunno our relationship is wat!
Issit a relationship tat must ask her permission, must she not be angry?
I dunno...
But i really dun lyk ...
Very confused, very tired...
But i already tell myself.
Whatever u do, whatever u say or even u say some words tat moved me,
i won't be ur dajie again!
I dunno if i forgive u le u will take this relationship as wat?
I really dunno!
So i really hope this two and the half months quickly past and we will both go to different school.
I must really forget u quickly!
I already smile more, laugh more, not to turn to see u so often in class already.
Wat do u still wan?
U already make me very tired, very miserable already!
Can u pls stop it?
Ps so long post... But hope u dun mind...
Elainex33
Labels: Pls stop everything u doing to me now
2:48 AM
LALaLaLA ,
Todah quite ok la!
Wake up 6.25a.m in the morning!
Then quickly chiong to the bus stop take bus!
Then at school very sian!
Todah teacher tok the thing all very sian!
Then recess very fun wor play play then laugh laugh!
Todah recess really very funny!
My Eden didi so cute!
But hope he didn't hurt himself ..
Then after recess go hall then also play play with Eden so funny!
After school le go compass with dominick didi, jiojyn mei mei, shirlene mei mei and hester!
Then 2p.m i go home le!
Then play com awhile lor!
Ps arh i know very long story! Hahas... x33
Elainex33
Labels: Funny day
6:18 AM
Lawls... ,
Hahas todah at school quite happy but someone go irritate me!
I already try my very best to forget him already wat he still wan?
Wan me to forgive him?
No....
But still guo de hen kai xin!
This saturday is dominick di di de birthday!
So in here wish him a happy birthday! X33
Tmr go buy him a present... Must go but nice nice de...
Erm next week PSLE oral le so everybody must work hard wor!
Jiayous...x33
Elainex33
Labels: Happy birthdah to my di di
3:31 AM
HAPPY ,
Yorhx everyone todah in school very happy wor!!
Todah go recess with jiojyn then i lyk crazy lyk tat always smile smile smile...
But hor i dunno i smile is truely from my heart or just fake one!
I also dunno... I also very confused...
But i already say marh i must live happily everyday, so i must do it!
Hahas still have a few more months then no nid go school lerh!
No nid go school lerh then i no nid hide my ownself!
I really wan be my ownself, be Elaine tan...
Labels: Happy everyday...
3:38 AM
... ,
Hahas first post after changing my bloq content!
Todah got someone call me and told me something!
I already think properly i won't be so silly and stupid again!
I must live happily everyday! Hahas... Lol...
I now very happy now!
From now onwards, gans and friendship is my everything!
I will cherish them...
Elainex33
Labels: Happy
6:11 AM